The answer is simple, it is about the words that drive the existence of this blog, the words i have forgotten until the last few days.
this blog is about the man i am becoming, or wish to become, it is about a dream that is being realized through change, it is about the impossible being made possible through faith in Jesus Christ, the man who died on a cross for the sins of man, for my sins. It is because of this man, that i live this life, the life i have given to him.
The man i am becoming
Let me start of by saying that who i have been becoming these last 2 years scares me. 6 or 7 years ago someone dear to me once said some words that sent vibrations through me, Kudzai, "you are good @ caring". i humbly denied it, and thought to myself its not that hard. but now i know, i know what it means to not care, and without knowing it i am perfecting the art of not caring. I was never perfect at it, and roughly about the same time another event happened that is really memorable, Me and two friends where walking in the city centre of Harare when we passed a man crying for help, "Ndikumbirewo rubatsiro" (please help me). this man or lady i can't remember was like the many others you would see in Harare (homeless begger), we where so used to seeing them that as children our hearts had been so hard against them, we felt nothing, we just walked past and ignored them. there was silence between us friends as we continued to walk, and 10 seconds later one of my friends stops and shouts at us, it probably wasnt very loud but it felt very loud, "DID YOU NOT HEAR HIM". Suddenly he turned around and went and gave the man some of his change. Did he help? maybe, maybe not. What matters is that he did something.
Or wish to become
I have been thinking about a lot of things lately, many because of a few key events i will probably share with you, when i do, my wish will make sense, I WISH TO BECOME A PERSON WHO DOES NOT FORGET.
It is about a dream that is being realized through change.
The change has happened but how i have embraced some of the changes has not been completely good. It has reached the point where i dont even remember what the dream was, i have it written down
Habakkuk 2:2-3 (New King James Version)
The Just Live by Faith
2 Then the LORD answered me and said:
“ Write the vision
And make it plain on tablets,
That he may run who reads it.
3 For the vision is yet for an appointed time;
But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie.
Though it tarries, wait for it;
Because it will surely come,
It will not tarry.
But even as i type this i dont remember what it is, perhaps i should take a moment to write it down on my blog
MY DREAM IS TO LIVE LIFE WITH MY HEART WIDE OPEN TO EXPERIENCING A LIFE THAT NOT MANY ARE WILLING TO EXPERIENCE, TO REDIFINE LIFE, TO FIND OUT WHAT MATTERS AND LIVE FOR IT, NOT BEING IGNORANT ABOUT THINGS & PEOPLE AROUND ME. I AM TO USE THE GIFTS THAT I HAVE BEEN GIVEN, AND GROW THEM. I SHALL BE PASSIONATE ABOUT GOD AND THE REASON HE PUT ME ON THIS EARTH. I WILL SHOUT MY LORDS FAME.
These are the words i wrote before i came to Canada.....
It is about the impossible being made possible through faith in Jesus Christ
I am not gona lie right now things in my life feel very impossible, but this is what i believe
Matthew 19:26 (New King James Version)
26 But Jesus looked at them and said to them, “With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”
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